The funny thing is

Sometimes I've got a lot of day dreaming. sometimes its for fun, for real, or fantasy. there are also times it get worst. As weird and mysterious things pops out inside my head. but you are the best. out of a million thoughts i have. it is you who brought me at peace. Seems like your a dream filter. every time i think of ugly thoughts you come along and beat the heck out of it. yeah really grateful to have that image inside my head. just like an antiseptic cleansing my ugly thoughts. those days weren't over for me. a lot beautiful memories and crazy stuff are worth reminiscence. i can just help but laugh. it seems I'm going crazy. but i don't care. it's much better getting crazy for you. rather than turning mad because of other things. hahahaha really sounds so weird. despite of all of this. i don't care getting mad. just going to make sure it's because of you. like now, scribbling this crazy words. without any reasons why. maybe its just because. I'm crazy for you Babe. and i mean it. for real. - day dreamer: chptr2,vrs:14- -JopetMalakay-

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Let's be Friendship ^_^

              "No man is an island". True indeed, man can't live with bread alone. He need someone to bring color to his life. He needs everyone and everybody to create his inner being. Lastly he needs them to make his world go round, friends. Friendship is a very special word, it is usually defined as relationship between two people or more. Then we ask ourselves what kind of relationship?, It oftentimes involves a mutual  feeling of trust, affection, and behavior that are often agreed by specific group or circles of people. Just like every races and cultures in this world, there is this same feeling that everyone feels when they meet and talk, especially if they see each other at different place far from home. In the field of Higher learning friendship is a different and deep word. it often times carries scientific explanations, pattern of behavior,  statistical data's and even continuous observations.there is a complex study of comparison and observation of different relationship that occurs in a certain culture. Why? because every race and culture in our world is different. There are a lot of factors that affects it to have a certainty that may varies from others, like for example Hospitality. In some culture it is practiced differently, that even a man may share his wife to his guest. See, it's really starts to sound complex.


                                          Friendship is every faces you see around, that's how i see friends are, and with friends we create a friendship that really makes us who we are. they might be a group of musician, an artist, a butcher, a shoemaker, news paper man, a vendor, a foreigner, your mom, dad, brother, sister, and even your girlfriend or your wife. It is everywhere, even animals could be one of them just like dogs. It is through friendship we earn and meet new friends. It is somehow a behavior or an attitude, it is where we gain a huge part of our beings, of what we are. For example when we are around a Circle of musician, and those people are our fiends, we tend to form a Friendship in a different manner. through music we share our thoughts, ideas, feelings, emotions and even our very own personal problem. We tend to add up the empty part of ourselves, it may possibly affects our choices of what path should we take. Some may become a professional musicians, some may enroll to a prestigious music schools, others becomes music teacher, few may take other path a little related to music like being a manager to a band or choir, and even you may end up a career far from music. Sometime we tend to ask ourselves how does friendship gives us advantage. To many people there are a lot of aspects and factors that may affect a mutual relationship between two people. For example if a Freshmen in college enters his first class of the semester, for sure he would actually search a place where to sit and what group of student he may blend in. Others who may view him or her different from what he or she used to be even tends to push him or her away. Age and status are some of the important factors and aspects that may affect a friendship. With age, most group of friends are almost in the same age bracket, some may vary a few digit, while there are few instances that a 12 year old may join a group of friends in the bracket of  20's. With status, especially during the medieval period, it is being look up by people. Rich and famous tends to create a brotherhood, guild, and even pacts to uplift there morale in the community. They tend to express there felling through there luxuries and wealth, that those people who can afford can join their circle.


                                  To many people friendship affects there personal being so much that it may even affects their behavior. A man who are often near to crooked friends do oftentimes manifest a rude behavior, while others who goes with the good and happy friends tend to behave nice in the society or community. this is the reason why friendship is a complex word. How come that a crooked man behaves rudely  while the other is nice?. Can a crooked man become good and the nice man become a crook?. and how well the society reacts to this events?.  For example lets take this view.

• In the world there are a lot of different people belonging to different country, and each country has different culture and custom that may vary or give different views to other people. 
• Each country may have a nation of people, yet it may also have a number of different ethnic groups that may vary also from each nationality.
• and each ethnic groups may belong to a certain community that have a number of people belonging also to a certain profession or work.

Yet with all this  differences how do they tend to establish a friendship that gives a harmony in the society?

well this is now the foremost importance of taking up the subjects of anthropology, psychology, and sociology in college or even reading related books to those subjects. How Does this connects to friendship? those subjects I mentioned above are all related to human interaction, development and even history of man, a lot of theories to tackle to produce a sound argument that can affect your belief. It is like a pattern of acts that could possibly result to who we really are. It is through this studies we enrich our mind and learning about the complexity of man.............

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45 days with James

 James


45 days, well, it always play inside my head. Whether I'm going to send you a series of e-mails regarding on a book that  always comes around during the most devastating days of my life. I honestly admit that i have read this book once, but sad to say that I've never finished it, and didn't even read it as asked by the author. In fact I could still remember the first time I grab the book. I read it without thorough  understanding. Just reading it to feed my curiosity about its content. Well, there are a lot of beautiful words inside, its likely proven to uplift once tormented soul, devastated careers, lost sheep's, black sheep's and anyone who suffers from the wrath of  Babylon. Hmm?, yeah, it may sound strange, but I forgot to mention earlier that I was one of those sheep's who got lost in the dark wilderness, leading to the candle burning pleasure's of Babylon. My Plans got mess, Dad's dream for me to become successful one suddenly burns out. Mom's Visions for his son to become a better man was changed by scenes of fear and confusion. I have honestly regretted some of those things. Yes, some, because I never see the world as single sided one. We do sometimes earn learning's and understanding from the big or little mistakes we've made, yeah, admit it, I know I'm right.


         The first time I heard about this book was during my Junior days in high school. that, if I'm not mistaken 7 years ago. Some of my classmates have read the book and shared a lot of good things about it. All I hear where beautiful appreciations of how great and life changing it was. It is still clear in my mind, I just ignored it, and didn't even bother to inquire more of what it is all about. All I did during those days was to do the things a typical high school student does. And I bet you know what are those things, right?.  Well junior year was also one of the challenging period of my life. I could say that I was in a point where my mind becomes open towards the doors of growing up. Discovering new things, becoming more curios and exited. Restless yet oftentimes confuse about things I have experienced. And those things didn't happen just Once but randomly as days, weeks, months, and year pass until I graduated from high school. Well to make it more clearer, I party rock during my high school days. And that's just the start.Yes it was just the start of getting lost from the herd.


          So much for the high school days,  I was on my freshmen year in college.Yeah!!! new sheep on the ground, fresh meat, ugly ducklings, and new faces for the wolf-pack. It was also during that time that I start to stay away from home, having my own place instead of living in dormitories. Everything was more wilder, much restless, superb new. I got so excited and got my self drown with the freedom that I have. I did a lot of new things that I didn't even expect to pull me down.

What did i do?

1. I drink a lot
2. I didn't do my home work
3. I join a freaking wolf-pack
4. I smoke weed
5. I smoke met
6. I sniff heroin
7. I cheat from everybody
8. i lie
9. I get laid every week
10. and drop out from school

I made a lot of mistakes, but those I mentioned are the gravest things I've done. It didn't stop there. When my parents knew that I drop out from school, I didn't expect the way they reacted. I really thought that they're going to punish me hard. Instead, they gave me another chance to correct everything that went wrong, but guess what?. I still did the same thing, and even do unbelievable things. I enrolled to a new university and got a  new course, but still did the same way.  Even much worst than it was, I go with the flow in a world where happiness is just for while. I Got use to the sudden rush of doing drugs. And this was the second time that I've come face to face with the book that  I've mentioned earlier. This time the book was owned by a friend of mine. while having a good time at his place, I found it inside the box of unused books. I grab it, and think for while. "I know that we have already meet before" I tried to open the book and suddenly got a good feeling to read it. And it's no joke my friend, the words I heard during my junior years were all true, I didn't read it the way the author wanted. I just read it directly, it seems like every word where meant to be, that time was fixed for me to face that book again. I read, and I read, without knowing that my eyes are full of tears, my heart with remorse. I cried even harder when I read a specific line that truly punctured my heart, that was the most  puzzling feeling I felt. Mixed emotion rushes from the deepest part of my heart. For a moment I stayed stone like a statue, and suddenly close the book. I feel fear, anger, hate and even discouragement from what i have did....(silence)


Well my friend James, lets continue our conversation tomorrow. I still have a lot of things to share with you. I'm sorry for tonight, I just felt sad about my story. I promise you to continue our chat from where we ended. I haven't tell you more about the book. And I'm going to tell you the third time I come to face it again. Good day.

                                                                                                                               -mike-   

Yesterday, today, tomorrow By: Malakay

An excerpt from Malakay's Poem yesterday, today, tomorrow dedicated to the cube of marites 7/12/1889  

With whom you really are. My heart says that it is you whom I wanted.

To lived with forever

To overly spent my time with

To vigorously pour my patience

To extraordinarily be faithful to.